uneasy (-_-)

It will be in just about a month til the result for SPM will be out. And I am nervous as hell. I'll be truthful and say that I hope I'll get an excellent result but I won't lie, I don't think i deserve 11A+. I don't think I've worked hard enough to hope for such achievement. So my target is only for 8 subjects, still I hope Allah find me deserving of that. If He find it otherwise, i hope deeply that I will come to accept it. Allah knows what is best for His creatures therefore, what He have planned for me, no doubt it will in my best interest. However I must prepare myself mentally, for most of the things in this world are easier said then done. I just need to prepare myself for all the possibilities. As a friend once said, 'we hope for the best but we prepare for the worst'. I'm just to nervous I can't find more words to type. Oh dear Almighty Allah, I pray for You, to give me strength and patience for whatever fate you have written for me... Keep me strong and away from despair and grief. Ya Allah, Ya Rabbal 'alamin~